I should have told you a long time ago
that I never wanted to be saved,
to be paralysed by your omnipresence
in my life.
Wanting the danger and excitement by being with you but scared by the idea
of ‘me’ consumed by ‘us’.
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I looked happy, then a moment later
I looked vexed.
You were wrong blaming my sun-sign
for the fault in our stars, saying ‘ Arise ‘
have dual personalities, so I am hard to handle.
I know without doubt I was but never expected that superstitious reasoning from you for summing up your failure to understand me.
But I should have told you a long time ago
that I am a greedy woman who worships Aphrodite.
That I seek love and attention like a little child, who is moody and difficult to deal with,
who would laugh at your made up faces,
giving you a transient satisfaction of victory
and then get bored after a while,
crying and stamping feet for a new trick.
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I should have told you a long time ago
that I didn’t love you, rather I loved the idea of me being loved, in a way someone loves their dreams. I wanted to be your dream, your only desire. .
I should have told you a long time ago
that I am that toxic person who wants to be intoxicated by love, till the culmination of suffocation and choking.
And I never told you that I am broken beyond repair, so while fixing me you might get nasty splinters of remorse which would make you feel like a foolish lover leaving you totally wrecked and unwanted of love .
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But, never told you these things which I should have told you, because I wanted to have a taste of this sweet poison that they call “love” and I call “misery”.
P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
I should have told you a long time ago
that I never wanted to be saved,
to be paralysed by your omnipresence
in my life.
Wanting the danger and excitement by being with you but scared by the idea
of ‘me’ consumed by ‘us’.
.
I looked happy, then a moment later
I looked vexed.
You were wrong blaming my sun-sign
for the fault in our stars, saying ‘ Arise ‘
have dual personalities, so I am hard to handle.
I know without doubt I was but never expected that superstitious reasoning from you for summing up your failure to understand me.
But I should have told you a long time ago
that I am a greedy woman who worships Aphrodite.
That I seek love and attention like a little child, who is moody and difficult to deal with,
who would laugh at your made up faces,
giving you a transient satisfaction of victory
and then get bored after a while,
crying and stamping feet for a new trick.
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I should have told you a long time ago
that I didn’t love you, rather I loved the idea of me being loved, in a way someone loves their dreams. I wanted to be your dream, your only desire. .
I should have told you a long time ago
that I am that toxic person who wants to be intoxicated by love, till the culmination of suffocation and choking.
And I never told you that I am broken beyond repair, so while fixing me you might get nasty splinters of remorse which would make you feel like a foolish lover leaving you totally wrecked and unwanted of love .
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But, never told you these things which I should have told you, because I wanted to have a taste of this sweet poison that they call “love” and I call “misery”.
P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
Thankful✨♥️
In this life, which is full of possibilities, miracles and coincidences, we can be anything, everything and anyone except for the one we’re not meant to be…and how to know what we’re not meant to be, we already know that. Our hearts do.
We only need to focus on what can be, what we can be, whom we can be…and we’ll be there, not in a blink of an eye compulsorily or but before this lifetime, and we’ll be there, all of us,to our destined destinations, thanking ourselves that we didn’t give up❤️.
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
Sun rises in the morning,
while the sky welcomes the moon
at night.
The sun patiently waits behind
the clouds, when rain
rejuvenates life on earth.
The stars calmly let the light
take over, when the sun comes out.
The caterpillars don’t rush
to catch the butterfly and
the honeybees don’t give up
without finding the fragrant flower.
We laugh when we are happy,
and let the tears trickle
down, when sad.
Every thing, every act,
every event, every emotion,
has that perfect timing,
resonating with
the peace and chaos of
mind and nature.
Someone said, “Trust the timing”,
then why not abide by that?
Let’s tell our heart that–
“Everything is okay”.
Let’s tell our mind–
“Be patient”.
Whatever has been destined,
is ought to happen.
Slowly, but steadily.
Not today, but certainly tomorrow.
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
Sun rises in the morning,
while the sky welcomes the moon
at night.
The sun patiently waits behind
the clouds, when rain
rejuvenates life on earth.
The stars calmly let the light
take over, when the sun comes out.
The caterpillars don’t rush
to catch the butterfly and
the honeybees don’t give up
without finding the fragrant flower.
We laugh when we are happy,
and let the tears trickle
down, when sad.
Every thing, every act,
every event, every emotion,
has that perfect timing,
resonating with
the peace and chaos of
mind and nature.
Someone said, “Trust the timing”,
then why not abide by that?
Let’s tell our heart that–
“Everything is okay”.
Let’s tell our mind–
“Be patient”.
Whatever has been destined,
is ought to happen.
Slowly, but steadily.
Not today, but certainly tomorrow.
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
Dream A Little ✨
I wish I could ease the voices,
the chaos in your head
and lull you into slumber,
a beautiful meadow of peace
I would sit at the corner of your bed
keep a watch out for monsters,
while you run around barefoot
in a field where daisies come to play
I hope there is an albatross out there
that teaches you to take flight
and your laughs echo through the mountains
So content, you gently smile
I know you are afraid to close your eyes
for that is when the whispers become loud
but you have built the walls so high
nobody comes in anymore
I promise one day the light will come in,
that is how the wheel turns;
you break, you hurt, and you heal–
you always heal.
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
Dream A Little ✨
I wish I could ease the voices,
the chaos in your head
and lull you into slumber,
a beautiful meadow of peace
I would sit at the corner of your bed
keep a watch out for monsters,
while you run around barefoot
in a field where daisies come to play
I hope there is an albatross out there
that teaches you to take flight
and your laughs echo through the mountains
So content, you gently smile
I know you are afraid to close your eyes
for that is when the whispers become loud
but you have built the walls so high
nobody comes in anymore
I promise one day the light will come in,
that is how the wheel turns;
you break, you hurt, and you heal–
you always heal.
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
I believe Life is unpredictable ✨♥️
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Life is unpredictable. You never know what is going to happen next, there could be times when you least expected that you are going to be betrayed by the people whom you trusted more than anyone else…that feeling,that pain is hard to express even to yourself. But you can’t stay there always and start feeling worthless. Its hard but you need to push yourself hard. And start making yourself realise that don’t put trust much in other people. Don’t expect. And don’t wish anything in return for any good deed you do. Do it for yourself, not for them. Its your happiness and peace that should matter.
And moreover nothing is permanent. Nobody is going to stay “forever”. No one! Except “You”.
So live your life the way you want. Do the things that give “you” happiness. Do it for the beautiful little moments that you are gonna cherish for the life ahead✨
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
I believe Life is unpredictable ✨♥️
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Life is unpredictable. You never know what is going to happen next, there could be times when you least expected that you are going to be betrayed by the people whom you trusted more than anyone else…that feeling,that pain is hard to express even to yourself. But you can’t stay there always and start feeling worthless. Its hard but you need to push yourself hard. And start making yourself realise that don’t put trust much in other people. Don’t expect. And don’t wish anything in return for any good deed you do. Do it for yourself, not for them. Its your happiness and peace that should matter.
And moreover nothing is permanent. Nobody is going to stay “forever”. No one! Except “You”.
So live your life the way you want. Do the things that give “you” happiness. Do it for the beautiful little moments that you are gonna cherish for the life ahead✨
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
✨Where Hope Grows, Miracles Blossom… Hope, is something that keeps us going, something that runs the world, our world. And nothing is lost when you have hope, and I think nothing shows me ‘HOPE’ more than mother nature herself.
Now, gardening is being in tune with nature and ourselves to some part, according to me. And unfortunately, like in everything else, gardening comes with a downside, the mistakes in gardening or sometimes, we are not even at fault when things beyond our control happen. If you see a plant start to wither away, get a pest infection that just won’t go away, or sometimes, a plant is just not happy; no matter what you try to do about it. That, my friend, is the crucial time when you must not give up.
Sometimes, life is unpredictable and will keep surprising you. And while most of us would shy away from the shocks it throws at us, we must keep going for the surprises. The surprise of a new soot shooting up from the soil, a new branch appearing from what we thought was almost dead plant, a plant that just seems to give you a green thumb!
SO, all I want to say is where HOPE grows, miracles blossom, in your garden and your life alike!
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
✨Where Hope Grows, Miracles Blossom… Hope, is something that keeps us going, something that runs the world, our world. And nothing is lost when you have hope, and I think nothing shows me ‘HOPE’ more than mother nature herself.
Now, gardening is being in tune with nature and ourselves to some part, according to me. And unfortunately, like in everything else, gardening comes with a downside, the mistakes in gardening or sometimes, we are not even at fault when things beyond our control happen. If you see a plant start to wither away, get a pest infection that just won’t go away, or sometimes, a plant is just not happy; no matter what you try to do about it. That, my friend, is the crucial time when you must not give up.
Sometimes, life is unpredictable and will keep surprising you. And while most of us would shy away from the shocks it throws at us, we must keep going for the surprises. The surprise of a new soot shooting up from the soil, a new branch appearing from what we thought was almost dead plant, a plant that just seems to give you a green thumb!
SO, all I want to say is where HOPE grows, miracles blossom, in your garden and your life alike!
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P.C. @_alan.giftson
Stylish: @drushty.saruparia
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India
You get a strange feeling when you’re about to leave a place. Like you’ll not only miss the people you love but you’ll miss the person you are now at this time and this place because you’ll never be this way ever again…
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Outfit/ designer / styling : @studio149
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Makeup : @chisellemakeupandhair
Hair: @vyshalisundaram_hairstylist
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Jewellery partner :
@mspinkpantherjewel
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Photography team:
@craftsmenatelier
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#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #lifestyle #hope #viral #trending #blackdress #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Green Meadows
Diwali campaign for @naachiyars_official
Concept and shot by @palaniappansubramanyam
Hair and makeup @reenapaiva
Styling @sruthimenonstyletag
@sruthimenon6868
Assistant Styling @shreshta_iyer & @goodvaibsonlyy
Model
@ashika_yash_ @surya.ganapathy
Art direction @sasibaski @weddingchakra
#saree #fashionshoot#location #beauty #studio #vibes #production #photography #film #photoshoot #advertising #anuncio #producer #india #indianads #advertisment #advertisingagency #commerical #artdirection #palaniappansubramanyam #ashikayash Miththam
Diwali campaign for @naachiyars_official
Concept and shot by @palaniappansubramanyam
Hair and makeup @reenapaiva
Styling @sruthimenonstyletag
@sruthimenon6868
Assistant Styling @shreshta_iyer & @goodvaibsonlyy
Model
@ashika_yash_
Art direction @sasibaski @weddingchakra
#saree #fashionshoot#location #beauty #studio #vibes #production #photography #film #photoshoot #advertising #anuncio #producer #india #indianads #advertisment #advertisingagency #commerical #artdirection #palaniappansubramanyam #ashikayash Miththam
“Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine.” “If you want light to come into your life, you need to stand where it is shining.” “Success is the sum of small efforts repeated day in and day out.” “Happiness is the only thing that multiplies when you share it.”
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Outfit/ designer / styling : @studio149
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Makeup : @chisellemakeupandhair
Hair: @vyshalisundaram_hairstylist
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Jewellery partner :
@mspinkpantherjewel
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Photography team:
@craftsmenatelier
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#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Green Meadows
I am not open to many people. I’m usually quiet and I don’t really like attention. So if I like you enough to show you the real me, you must be very special..✨
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Outfit/ designer / styling : @studio149
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Makeup : @chisellemakeupandhair
Hair: @vyshalisundaram_hairstylist
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Jewellery partner :
@mspinkpantherjewel
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Photography team:
@craftsmenatelier
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#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Green Meadows
Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are…🍂
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Outfit/ designer / styling : @studio149
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Makeup : @chisellemakeupandhair
Hair: @vyshalisundaram_hairstylist
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Jewellery partner :
@mspinkpantherjewel
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Photography team:
@craftsmenatelier
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#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Green Meadows
Diwali campaign for @naachiyars_official
Concept and shot by @palaniappansubramanyam
Hair and makeup @reenapaiva
Styling @sruthimenonstyletag
@sruthimenon6868
Assistant Styling @shreshta_iyer & @goodvaibsonlyy
Model @madhuri_mj
@ashika_yash_ @surya.ganapathy
Art direction @sasibaski @weddingchakra
#saree #fashionshoot#location #beauty #studio #vibes #production #photography #film #photoshoot #advertising #anuncio #producer #india #indianads #advertisment #advertisingagency #commerical #artdirection #palaniappansubramanyam #ashikayash Miththam
🎼🎶🎵
Out of all languages
My favourite is music 🎶✨♥️
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P.c : Pinterest ✨
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Somewhere under the Blue Sky
The world only exists in your eyes , you can make it as big or as small as you want🍂.
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P.C. : Pinterest ✨
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#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Somewhere in the Dark
What about a coffee break?
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P.c : Pinterest ✨
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The Escape ✨
What’s your escape?
I wonder, What’s my escape?
But I wonder more about what do I escape from?
My problems? The situation?
Or just simply the reality?
Why do I need to escape from it? I ask myself.
Is it to strengthen my imagination? Or is it simply to forget what it’s like to live the life I’m living?
To be honest, my escape is none of the photos you see, it’s in writing these silly captions that are only read by 15 people and only 5 of them care to let me know. But even so, I like to write these long caption that’s hard to read because sometimes they are too long to be read in 2second of scrolling but even so I write.
I’m a selfish writer because I don’t write for the people but for myself, but if one day no one reads it still won’t affect me because if I write I’m writing for myself.
I write so I can hear the constant sound of the keyboard typing matching with its rhythm
I like to rhyme.
I find daily a new escape, sometimes it’s in a stranger’s eyes, a dog smile, a bird flying, a car passing, wind blowing my sweaty hair from paddling the cycle, sun raging, sky crying, flowers blooming, butterfly fluttering,
Spider webbing, two strangers fighting, me starting into a ceiling just in every tiny detail of life I try to find an escape in them even if it’s for a while so I won’t forget the life I’m living can also be the reason to fall in love with the life, itself.
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P.c : Pinterest ✨
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash . Somewhere in Your Heart
How about a chocolate date ? 🍂
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P.c : Pinterest ✨
#Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tollywood #kollywood #kollywoodcinema #kollywoodactress #tollywoodactress #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Somewhere in Your Heart
