Ashika Yash Instagram – I should have told you a long time ago that I never wanted to be saved, to be paralysed by your omnipresence in my life. Wanting the danger and excitement by being with you but scared by the idea of ‘me’ consumed by ‘us’. . I looked happy, then a moment later I looked vexed. You were wrong blaming my sun-sign for the fault in our stars, saying ‘ Arise ‘ have dual personalities, so I am hard to handle. I know without doubt I was but never expected that superstitious reasoning from you for summing up your failure to understand me. But I should have told you a long time ago that I am a greedy woman who worships Aphrodite. That I seek love and attention like a little child, who is moody and difficult to deal with, who would laugh at your made up faces, giving you a transient satisfaction of victory and then get bored after a while, crying and stamping feet for a new trick. . I should have told you a long time ago that I didn’t love you, rather I loved the idea of me being loved, in a way someone loves their dreams. I wanted to be your dream, your only desire. . I should have told you a long time ago that I am that toxic person who wants to be intoxicated by love, till the culmination of suffocation and choking. And I never told you that I am broken beyond repair, so while fixing me you might get nasty splinters of remorse which would make you feel like a foolish lover leaving you totally wrecked and unwanted of love . . But, never told you these things which I should have told you, because I wanted to have a taste of this sweet poison that they call “love” and I call “misery”. P.C. @_alan.giftson Stylish: @drushty.saruparia #Instagram #instagood #instadaily #instablog #instablogger #instaviral #instavlog #instavlogger #tamilactress #tamilheroine #teluguheroine #teluguactress #chennaiagainstcaa #reelsindia #love #hope #viral #trending #kangal #eyes #love #model #chennaimodels #buddingartist #hariteck #ashikayash Chennai, India