Madisson Hausburg Instagram – “There is no heartbeat.” “Your baby is gone.” “I’m sorry.” One year ago, my living nightmare began. I will never be the person I was in this photo. The last photo I have before my world turned upside down. The loss of my son stripped me of my identity and of a lifetime of memories. I miss who I used to be. I miss not crying every single day. I miss smiling without grief lingering closely. I miss not being so jealous of moms with living children. I miss socializing before it was so draining. I miss being a good and present friend. This day stole absolutely everything from me. I miss Elliot. I miss him so fucking much.