When we go out for dinner, when feroz asks me wat I want,
i won’t know wat I want.
My constant reply would be..
“Anything.”
Wat do u want for your bday?
I don’t know. Anything.
Where do u want to go?
Mm…. Therila
Wat genre u want to watch?
anything is fine. “
I din know wat I want.
Reason being,
I never asked myself.
Never cared to.
Mabbe I was scared to make choices.
Wat if I get a No.
Wat if they laugh on my choices.
Wat if I’m being judged for my decisions.
Wat if wat if wat if.
Until one day..
this beautiful soul I travel with said..
“Vg should like something. She should look inside and find out. No one is going to judge her. Even if someone questions about her decisions, that should never bother her.
I’m going to be with u for the rest of your life.
Nothing will make me happy than seeing my girl being independent and making her decisions.
Now take a min, close your eyes and tell me..
Wat ice cream do u want to have ?
I closed my eyes
Asked myself..
And said..
“Falooda
I would love to have falooda feroz “
And that’s how I got this confidence and freedom to go for wat I want.
Taking a belly dance session had been on my wish list for a long time.
Finally did it.
The way I wanted it.
I usually am reluctant to show my belly (especially after child birth and with the bloating moms are blessed with 😐)
but there, I din think twice.
I wanted to feel like a belly dancer and that’s wat I was on that day.
Thanks for teaching me
@vaishnavi.tn
U r full of grace!
Thanks @tattva_thestudio for the session. Loved it 🫶
#gogetwatuwant #onelife #LIVE
Happy birthday nilan kutty.
“Never leave me amma I can’t do without you. Don’t die ever amma”
Some of our night talks end with your tears.
As promised mummy will wait in the space, as a twinkling star. Daddy will be a star too. He won’t be far. he should be around or behind me. as always holding my hands. Waiting for you. U can come running to us with that scream of yours and hold our hands tight.
But wait. No hurry.
I want you to live.
As much as u can.
Life is not about rules and routines!
Don’t be fooled by any.
Your heart knows better.
Earning hearts is the biggest high I ever got.I want u to experience the trip.
Make mistakes.
Some for experience
And some for learning.
Explore that space.
Don’t be a boring guy.
Self control is a powerful weapon.
Not many people can hold it.
Yes it’s pretty heavy!!!
I want u to own it.
Like a boss.
Be in love
It’s a beautiful way to live this life.
Even when u are left with nothing, owning that one heart you love will give u hopes to move mountains.
Love is a hack.
Remember interstellar? How cooper tap into 5th dimension and communicate with his daughter to save earth? How? Bcoz they both were in frequency LOVE. Love is universe. Love is wat we know and beyond. Sometimes love is hard.But take it from me,It’s totally worth it.
Stay in love. No matter wat.
Crying is ok nilan
But Staying there is weak.
U can’t win it all
Falling is ok.
But don’t stay there looking for hands.
Get up by yourself,
you will be taller than before.
Yes every time you stand up
you grow a little 😉
Challenges are fun.
Look for one constantly!
It can be tiny ones.
But keep that habit going.
I want u to experience the inner smile that comes as a reward.
oh nilan it’s priceless!
The body we own is all that we own here!
That’s given to us for this special trip to this planet. U can’t have it anywhere else. One jumbo offer!
Respect it. Worship it.
Move it as much as u can.
We will all miss being in it one day.
Just make sure there are no regrets.
We wil wait for u. Take your time.
Bring stories to tell. Moments to show.
Meet us with a big smile to hint us that,
YOU LIVED.
Happy birthday my nilan 🤍
Ava pandhaya pora 😎 #singlusora
#favouritetrack #favouriteplace #favouritelife #happymode #modernlovechennai #challengeyourself
@bayfitecr
@coachhariprasad
@letsmuscleup
Finally!!! Edited this one!
Nilans bday video!
He was very particular I should use his favourite “shingulu shora” song.
Singulu sora than.
naanga tamil la kooda English Mathiri than pesuvom 🤦♀️.
When I used his most fav
#jingrudhadhanga and showed him this video he loved it and said
“Good job amma”
gave a tight hug and kisses!
Yaaaaaaaay!
Mission accomplished 😻
Thank you all you beautiful people for making his birthday super special.
Big group hug 🤗
#ammawantstoscore #nilansbday #happytimes #lovevibes
Nilan is a very enthusiastic and creative kid.
The walls in my home speak volumes about him and his thoughts.
As a mom, I always want him to grow and adore his creativity but
as a woman of the house, Couldn’t see my wall dirty either.
and that’s when I came across Berger Easy Clean Paints.
Easy to clean and most recommended.
Now I am least worried and happier.
Have you tried it too?
#BergerEasyClean #DaagLagneDo #NoDaagNoTensionOnlyBeautifulWalls @bergerpaintsindia #AD
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My reality is filled with miracles.
The one I’m gonna share today is the 2nd best of my life
When only few days left to survivor finals,a late afternoon, We were on a boat to main island.
Someone spoke about manifestations n connections.
He said,wish for something.
Ask the universe for a visual,
if the wish is granted u will see wat u asked for.
Not something I practice, yet I tried.Greedy soul🤓
Ofcrse I wished for the title and asked for the impossible.
A dolphin.
Ever since we got to Tanzania, though we sail every single day. Ive Never seen one.
So I asked,
Show me a dolphin.
I searched and searched.
No. nothing!
We reached the main island, played our task.when it’s time to return, it was already dark.
Everyone started to board. A doctor always travels with us. Instead of the usual one I saw someone else getting on the boat. It’s the one from 3rd island. My most favourite.
I screamed in excitement,ran to him,hugged him and sat next to him like a kid.
This doctor from third island,
I dont even know his name.
I call him angel.
that’s wat he is to me
He dsnt know English.
He never talks.
we never spoke.
Whenevr he sees me he smiles!
God,How do I describe that smile?!
I will run to him like a puppy craving for love.
He will hug me with that smile of his.
A hug that wil put me in tranquility. A smile that’s Devine. Some energies are precious. Some beings are special.
When everyone was against me, I only took that hug with me to finale and won. So yeah. I call him an angel.
I was sitting next to him..
it was a quiet ride.
No High tides.
No splashes!
I was lost somewher when he touched my shoulder and shook me.
I turned,he flashed his torch towards the sea and said
“look look”
When I looked,
a beautiful dolphin was leaping out of the water.
with the warm torch light flashed on, it looked like a golden dolphin!
a surreal visual I could never forget.
I asked for a dolphin.
Within hours,
I got a golden one
Needless to say
Wat I won.
Crazy right?
No this is not some made up fairy tale.
I lived those moments.
Living such moments.
I said this was the 2nd best right.
Do u want to hear my bestest?
Will write soon 🫶
#my #miracles
Hello hello 🤍🤍
#weekendvibes
Just dropping a simple smile for you.
Hope u over use it today 🤍
I would call “LUCY” my most favourite movie.
I have Watched it many times.
Mind blown every single time.
I don’t know how much cerebral capacity director had to have to create something like this.
When I first watched the movie it had a huge impact on me.
It opened many doors, answering many questions.
I don’t know about others,
it was very convincing for me.
I trust my instincts.
I took one message from the movie,
mind power=cerebral capacity
When we have mind power, we can do anything. Change our life the way we want. Have control over wat happens in reality. (Something I always say, but the movie says it with facts)
We can’t reach the level of brain capacity Lucy reached in the movie with the help of CPH4.
But we can be more than 10%
We don’t need CPH4.
We just need focus and faith.
“Focussed faith” I would call.
It’s hard work. But reachable.
My life changed drastically bcoz of this movie.
Bcoz of that one dialog in the movie.
I don’t know how many times I whispered it to myself. This very dialog assured me that wat I was thinking was right and it made me stronger.
The dialog that says
“”Life was given to us a billion years ago. Now you know what to do with it.”
P.s: sorry if u dont understand anything. If u care to, please watch “LUCY” on Netflix. Come back and read again.
Let’s talk!
#LUCY on Netflix.
“This is an expensive picture”
That’s wat he said after clicking this one!
Can’t agree more TK 🫶
#kishore
@ramyanambessan
@tylerdurdenandkinofist
P.c: Kumar raja
#modernlovechennai #paravaikootilvaazhummaangal
#ragurevathyrohini.
Love stories from the heart of Chennai 🫶
The perfect weekend watch!!!
#modernlovechennai is now out!
Watch it only on @primevideoin
@tylerdurdenandkinofist @dir_bharathiraja #Ilaiyaraaja @itsyuvan #BalajiSakthivel #RajuMurugan @krishnakumarramakumar @Akshay.Sundher #Thiagarajankumararaja @gvprakash @rseanroldan @ashokselvan @rituvarma @ramyanambessan @actorkishore @wamiqagabbi @thepb.official #Sathyaraj @ezhilmadhi16 @gopiprasannaa @la_sanju @sheng.official @krishdayal @thisispriyamali @tjbhanu @shivanipanneerselvam @gouripriyareddyy @vasudevan_97 @ivasuuu @ramkumarprasanna @samyukthaviswanathan @pawanalex @aniiruth_kanakarajan @vagu_mazan @itsvg @monisha.blessy @singerchristopherstanley @ananya_bhat_official @sonymusic_south @Sharan_munna18 @aravindnaga.in
MY MOM’S IS A BIG JOINT
FAMILY WITH 7 CHILDREN,
4BOYS & 3 GIRLS. ALL MARRIED.
EVERY TIME I GO THERE FOR SUMMER HOLIDAYS, ILL SEE SOMEONE WITH A HAND BABY.
THAT’S THE EXCITING PART.
WHEN MY SISTERS AND COUSINS HAD OTHER THINGS TO DO, I WOULD BE BUSY TAKING CARE OF SOME BABY.
I WILL WAKE UP, RUN TO MY ATHAI AND TAKE THE BABY FROM HER.
I HANDLE BABIES WELL. I KNOW HOW TO PLAY WITH THEM. MAKE THEM GIGGLE, FEED THEM AND PUT THEM TO SLEEP.
I FELT LIKE MOTHER EVEN BEFORE NILAN. EVEN WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL
IF YOU ARE SOMEONE
WAITING TO GET PREGNANT
TO FEEL MOTHERHOOD.
SORRY U R WRONG.
OUR SOCIETY WOULD
CONFUSE YOU.
RELATIVES HAVE BIG MOUTH.
PEOPLE MIGHT SEE YOU
DIFFERENTLY
BUT LEMME TELL YOU…
ALL THOSE WHO BIRTH ARE
NOT MOTHERS
AND ALL THOSE WHO CAN’T
BEAR A CHILD ARE NO LESS THAN A MOTHER
IF U WERE HUMANE AND FED THAT HUNGRY STRAY
ON STREETS,
IF U HAVE CRIED FOR SOMEONE IN PAIN,
AND IF U HAVE HEALED ANOTHER HUMAN BEING YOUR ARE A MOTHER
ANY COMPASSIONATE SOUL IS A QUALIFIED MOTHER.
ALL THOSE WOMEN WHO RAISE A BABY IN THEIR MIND ARE MOTHERS AND ALL THOSE
MEN WHO RAISE A BABY WITHOUT A MOTHER ARE
ALSO MOTHERS.
IF YOU ARE LONGING FOR A BABY AND LIFE IS HARD, DON’T WORRY. THERE’S A BABY WHO IS
LONGING FOR YOU AS WELL.
SHE MIGHT NOT LOOK LIKE YOU BUT SHE WILL NOT LOVE YOU ANY LESS.
SLOBBY KISSES, ENDLESS GIGGLES. MESSY HOUSE AND A LIL HUMAN KNOCKING ON OUR RESTROOM DOOR ARE PRICELESS.
DON’T LET YOUR BODY STOP U FROM EXPERIENCING THIS
BEAUTIFUL JOURNEY.
ASK YOUR SOUL AND GO BRING YOUR LIL HUMAN HOME!
HAPPY MOTHERHOOD 🤗
P.s This was one of the margazhi kolams I created last December.
This was my most favourite!
Felt like sharing it today!!!
Happy mothers day to all beings who’s got a soul of a mother 🤗
#happymothersday
MY MOM’S IS A BIG JOINT
FAMILY WITH 7 CHILDREN,
4BOYS & 3 GIRLS. ALL MARRIED.
EVERY TIME I GO THERE FOR SUMMER HOLIDAYS, ILL SEE SOMEONE WITH A HAND BABY.
THAT’S THE EXCITING PART.
WHEN MY SISTERS AND COUSINS HAD OTHER THINGS TO DO, I WOULD BE BUSY TAKING CARE OF SOME BABY.
I WILL WAKE UP, RUN TO MY ATHAI AND TAKE THE BABY FROM HER.
I HANDLE BABIES WELL. I KNOW HOW TO PLAY WITH THEM. MAKE THEM GIGGLE, FEED THEM AND PUT THEM TO SLEEP.
I FELT LIKE MOTHER EVEN BEFORE NILAN. EVEN WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL
IF YOU ARE SOMEONE
WAITING TO GET PREGNANT
TO FEEL MOTHERHOOD.
SORRY U R WRONG.
OUR SOCIETY WOULD
CONFUSE YOU.
RELATIVES HAVE BIG MOUTH.
PEOPLE MIGHT SEE YOU
DIFFERENTLY
BUT LEMME TELL YOU…
ALL THOSE WHO BIRTH ARE
NOT MOTHERS
AND ALL THOSE WHO CAN’T
BEAR A CHILD ARE NO LESS THAN A MOTHER
IF U WERE HUMANE AND FED THAT HUNGRY STRAY
ON STREETS,
IF U HAVE CRIED FOR SOMEONE IN PAIN,
AND IF U HAVE HEALED ANOTHER HUMAN BEING YOUR ARE A MOTHER
ANY COMPASSIONATE SOUL IS A QUALIFIED MOTHER.
ALL THOSE WOMEN WHO RAISE A BABY IN THEIR MIND ARE MOTHERS AND ALL THOSE
MEN WHO RAISE A BABY WITHOUT A MOTHER ARE
ALSO MOTHERS.
IF YOU ARE LONGING FOR A BABY AND LIFE IS HARD, DON’T WORRY. THERE’S A BABY WHO IS
LONGING FOR YOU AS WELL.
SHE MIGHT NOT LOOK LIKE YOU BUT SHE WILL NOT LOVE YOU ANY LESS.
SLOBBY KISSES, ENDLESS GIGGLES. MESSY HOUSE AND A LIL HUMAN KNOCKING ON OUR RESTROOM DOOR ARE PRICELESS.
DON’T LET YOUR BODY STOP U FROM EXPERIENCING THIS
BEAUTIFUL JOURNEY.
ASK YOUR SOUL AND GO BRING YOUR LIL HUMAN HOME!
HAPPY MOTHERHOOD 🤗
P.s This was one of the margazhi kolams I created last December.
This was my most favourite!
Felt like sharing it today!!!
Happy mothers day to all beings who’s got a soul of a mother 🤗
#happymothersday
Meow meow 😻
How are you meow 😺
Will it be easy?
No way!
Worth it?
Absolutely 😻
#gudmorning lovelies 🤍💙🤍
