Some BTS from a dream of a shoot today aaaand a sneak peek of another song 🫶🏼 📸: @jordankelseyknight / @baiflix 💄: @makeup_by_jessicarobertson / @thegabriellealvarez / @makeupwdre Styling : @spicysoph_ Studio : @fabfactorystudios @ryan_lietzke_visuals
Some BTS from a dream of a shoot today aaaand a sneak peek of another song 🫶🏼 📸: @jordankelseyknight / @baiflix 💄: @makeup_by_jessicarobertson / @thegabriellealvarez / @makeupwdre Styling : @spicysoph_ Studio : @fabfactorystudios @ryan_lietzke_visuals
Some BTS from a dream of a shoot today aaaand a sneak peek of another song 🫶🏼 📸: @jordankelseyknight / @baiflix 💄: @makeup_by_jessicarobertson / @thegabriellealvarez / @makeupwdre Styling : @spicysoph_ Studio : @fabfactorystudios @ryan_lietzke_visuals
Trigger warning (mental health/long story) So, I’ve been pretty hesitant to post anything in regards to my mental health and all that fun stuff. Had a really tough day yesterday, one of many tbh. Nothing felt right. I felt stuck, stagnant, just bleh all around. Didn’t wanna see or talk to anyone, kinda just wanted to stay in my bubble. I don’t talk about the days I feel like that, at least not publicly. There’s so much going on in the world that it makes me feel selfish to even bring up my “issues”. However, it’s also selfish of me NOT to speak up about what’s going on. I know I’m not the only one that feels like they can’t get out of bed most days, or that gets triggered by the smallest thing… and I know that when I started struggling, I would’ve given anything to have someone to relate to. Just to know that I wasn’t the only person going through something. I’m not going to go into the details of anything, but I found this photo of me from 2019 and it just made me kinda sad (but also happy?). The girl on the right was so broken, and so hopeless. And I’m not saying I’m 100% these days, but I’m so proud of how far I’ve come since that photo was taken. I definitely still deal with these things but I’m alive and that’s more than I thought I would’ve been able to say a few years back. So yeah, things do get better. They don’t get easier but I think you just become a bit more resilient. If anything, I hope this post just gives people a weeeeee bit of hope and courage to get through the shit days. They’re not all gonna be shit days, and the bad ones will pass. Even if it doesn’t feel like it in the moment. Anyways, I hope everyone’s week is off to a good start. Feel free to DM me, I usually reply to the nice ones and I’m always happy to listen if anyone is struggling or needs a little bit of encouragement ❤️❤️❤️
Trigger warning (mental health/long story) So, I’ve been pretty hesitant to post anything in regards to my mental health and all that fun stuff. Had a really tough day yesterday, one of many tbh. Nothing felt right. I felt stuck, stagnant, just bleh all around. Didn’t wanna see or talk to anyone, kinda just wanted to stay in my bubble. I don’t talk about the days I feel like that, at least not publicly. There’s so much going on in the world that it makes me feel selfish to even bring up my “issues”. However, it’s also selfish of me NOT to speak up about what’s going on. I know I’m not the only one that feels like they can’t get out of bed most days, or that gets triggered by the smallest thing… and I know that when I started struggling, I would’ve given anything to have someone to relate to. Just to know that I wasn’t the only person going through something. I’m not going to go into the details of anything, but I found this photo of me from 2019 and it just made me kinda sad (but also happy?). The girl on the right was so broken, and so hopeless. And I’m not saying I’m 100% these days, but I’m so proud of how far I’ve come since that photo was taken. I definitely still deal with these things but I’m alive and that’s more than I thought I would’ve been able to say a few years back. So yeah, things do get better. They don’t get easier but I think you just become a bit more resilient. If anything, I hope this post just gives people a weeeeee bit of hope and courage to get through the shit days. They’re not all gonna be shit days, and the bad ones will pass. Even if it doesn’t feel like it in the moment. Anyways, I hope everyone’s week is off to a good start. Feel free to DM me, I usually reply to the nice ones and I’m always happy to listen if anyone is struggling or needs a little bit of encouragement ❤️❤️❤️
