Sharna Burgess Instagram – When Zane was only a few months old and having a rough night I suddenly started humming this song to him. Edelweiss. It calmed him within seconds and from then on this was and still is what I hum for him at night. I’ve never even thought about this song and I had no idea where it came from until I realized it was a favorite of my Dads. I knew in that moment he brought it to me all those months ago when Zane was upset. Now it feels very special and makes me smile. It’s no secret now, we didn’t have a great relationship when he was here. But.. in his passing and in me finding gratitude and forgiveness I’ve now got a better relationship with him than I think I ever had. Or at least since I was very little and adored him. Now I thank him often for so many things, and I thank him for looking out for his Grandson. I know he’s there, or here. I know he’s taking care of me now in a way he couldn’t while he was with us. During this week where I’ve cried and raged and felt ruined every time I see my feed or the news, I am grateful for this mornings nature walk with my son, for our safety, and for hearing this beautiful version of a song that now fills me with love and joy. Thinking of ALL of you. Wishing and praying with ALL of you. To anyone who has lost someone this week or even recently, I believe they are with you always, they are there, or here. They are everywhere you are just in a different capacity. They no longer hurt. They are there loving you and guiding you and protecting you. Love to everyone. Hope for humanity. Be a light in someone’s world today. We need it if you can offer it🙏🏻