Lynn Toler Instagram – Even though I am a law and order girl by trade, I still had to root for dude here.
Outnumbered, no equipment… not even a shirt, my man bobbed and weaved and went right through them.
I’m not sure why my dude was up on that roof or what went down just before. Bad guy, misunderstood guy, confused guy, distraught guy: we don’t know which one he is.
What I do know is that he was committed to the proposition of not getting caught.
I feel like that a lot. Not running from the authorities, but just running. I’m always just a little bit anxious and said #anxiety, has led to a number of less than optimal decisions.
I hate conflict. I’m shy. And as a young person I thought Other People of any variety were problematic, distressing and intrusive. They didn’t even have to do anything to me either. Their presence in my airspace was disconcerting all on its own. I was always trying to be alone.
When I went to college I wanted to be an anesthesiologist. You know, a doctor who puts people asleep. Dream job. Unconscious is just how I liked people back in the day.
But in order to get into medical school you have to go to class in college… but once I figured out how to pass classes without going, I STAYED in my dorm room. Soaking up solitude and hanging with a few women friends who were gracious enough to put up with me. Got in and out with minimal effort and human contact. Something I regret to this day.
As a function of those bad decisions (and it’s fair to presume some less than stellar reasoning got my man up on that roof.) I, not unlike dude, found myself bobbing and weaving through a profession that, by its very nature, offered nothing but conflict and waves of people with whom you were paid to spar.
Then my reclusive behind married a dude with four kids. FOUR. What kind of self respecting wannabe recluse does that?
Poor decision making and a nervous nature notwithstanding things turned ok.
I hope whatever his issues, dude ends up okay too. Now as a law and order girl depending on what proceeded this scene ending up okay might require some jail time. You gotta pay to play.
Have a fabulous Friday. Stay nimble.
Should @wakeupwiththewolfshow @ryanfoxnow | Posted on 29/Mar/2024 18:23:58



