Re-posting my caption because I think it’s important for some of my fans in order to understand where I’m coming from🙏
First of all, how hilarious is this photo? Never thought I would post it on here but now feels like a good time. Perfect representation of my mad self coming out of hiding😂 And for those whom this message might resonate with: I have been going through such an intense process of slowing down and letting go of everything that does not feel good to me anymore and really making an effort to focus my time and energy on the things that I want to create in my life. I think the most uncomfortable part of it all is that for so long i was making choices from survival mode and sacrificing my own happiness to make other people happy, and I’m choosing to not do that anymore, so naturally there’s some turbulence and a lot falling away inside and out. Just remember that if you are going through this in any way, be kind to yourself, be patient and continue to stay focused on what you are in the process of building. Let people say what they wanna say about you.. the UNIVERSE will sort it out. Just keep following your inner voice.. the voice that keeps getting louder and louder and louder, it knows the way. No more distractions.👊 📸 @catielaffoon
First of all, how hilarious is this photo? Never thought I would post it on here but now feels like a good time. Perfect representation of my mad self coming out of hiding😂 And for those whom this message might resonate with: I have been going through such an intense process of slowing down and letting go of everything that does not feel good to me anymore and really making an effort to focus my time and energy on the things that I want to create in my life. I think the most uncomfortable part of it all is that for so long i was making choices from survival mode and sacrificing my own happiness to make other people happy, and I’m choosing to not do that anymore, so naturally there’s some turbulence and a lot falling away inside and out. Just remember that if you are going through this in any way, be kind to yourself, be patient and continue to stay focused on what you are in the process of building. Let people say what they wanna say about you.. the UNIVERSE will sort it out. Just keep following your inner voice.. the voice that keeps getting louder and louder and louder, it knows the way. No more distractions.👊 📸 @catielaffoon
First of all, how hilarious is this photo? Never thought I would post it on here but now feels like a good time. Perfect representation of my mad self coming out of hiding😂 And for those whom this message might resonate with: I have been going through such an intense process of slowing down and letting go of everything that does not feel good to me anymore and really making an effort to focus my time and energy on the things that I want to create in my life. I think the most uncomfortable part of it all is that for so long i was making choices from survival mode and sacrificing my own happiness to make other people happy, and I’m choosing to not do that anymore, so naturally there’s some turbulence and a lot falling away inside and out. Just remember that if you are going through this in any way, be kind to yourself, be patient and continue to stay focused on what you are in the process of building. Let people say what they wanna say about you.. the UNIVERSE will sort it out. Just keep following your inner voice.. the voice that keeps getting louder and louder and louder, it knows the way. No more distractions.👊 📸 @catielaffoon
As you can see here, one of the main highlights of my life on earth is my Patreon Lovestream Dance Parties😂. I appreciate all the social platforms but I really do freakin love Patreon and connecting on there, it’s just a totally different world and feels so much more accepting and caring. Maybe see you over there and no worries if not. I’ll keep posting on here and Patreon clips from time to time🪩 Also seeing some of your comments trying to offend me calling me an old lady and saying mom moves and stuff like that.. but just so you guys know, I’m not trying to be COOL. I gave that up a while ago for more freedom and overall peace and well being. These dance parties are for PURE FUN🌈 I’m almost 38 years old, I stopped getting Botox and lip injections many years ago (not that there’s anything wrong with it AT ALL but I was doing it from an insecure place) so naturally I am aging and will continue to as we all will no matter how hard we try and fight it, and I’m also not a professional dancer. I just genuinely love to move my body, it feels good and it helps me connect with my sensuality, with my heart and soul, with my feelings! I love goofing off and experiencing real connection with others and it re-awakens my inner child. I highly suggest trying it out even if you don’t join my community and even if you look kinda stupid doing it like me, just try it for yourself because it’s incredibly powerful medicine💗🙂 <<>>
I felt so constricted all day today, like I couldn’t breathe and it felt like there was this energetic pressure on me that I couldn’t get off. Usually when this happens it’s because I’m trying to repress my autism (it’s not a disorder, it’s a gift that most of the world does not understand yet) instead of just being my whole self. Lately it’s getting harder and harder to confine who I am, it’s unbearable to try and act normal whatever the heck that is. I had a massive breakthrough when I stopped taking everything so seriously and just relaxed into my authenticity. Coming out of hiding as well as letting go of a mild hapè addiction (I did it once every day for 2 years) feels good. Not easy to feel literally everything that I was avoiding feeling through giving my power away to this thing outside of me, including feeling like I’m dying and not gonna make it through some days, feels like I’m naked floating in the air with nothing to grab onto, but worth the freedom and empowerment. Expressing myself through music and creating this music therapy course, painting, dancing, comedy, light language as well as connecting with nature, meditating, doing yoga, listening to solfeggio frequencies, connecting with my cosmic kitties and channeling my Pleiadian guides is helping. Feeling more connected and happy, more confident and trusting in my path. Holy sh—-pirit🤍🌏🎢🤙 #tupac
Unveil your highness on her throne It’s time to let the burdens go The old is coming to an end The new is ready to begin.. So help us see and remember we’re Starseeds And we’ve been wasting time indeed When we could heal the sick and feed the poor Share the wealth, unchain this world Rise of the Goddess, say no more Heal the sick and feed the poor 📸 @catielaffoon
Unveil your highness on her throne It’s time to let the burdens go The old is coming to an end The new is ready to begin.. So help us see and remember we’re Starseeds And we’ve been wasting time indeed When we could heal the sick and feed the poor Share the wealth, unchain this world Rise of the Goddess, say no more Heal the sick and feed the poor 📸 @catielaffoon
Unveil your highness on her throne It’s time to let the burdens go The old is coming to an end The new is ready to begin.. So help us see and remember we’re Starseeds And we’ve been wasting time indeed When we could heal the sick and feed the poor Share the wealth, unchain this world Rise of the Goddess, say no more Heal the sick and feed the poor 📸 @catielaffoon
Now I see, it’s all about the reciprocity Sowing seeds, I’ll grow these words out from my garden Finally, I’m taking back what once was taken from me, for us to feel So how do we heal? Are we willing to feel? Are we willing to be real? 📸 @catielaffoon #devotion #album4
A new song I’m working on! If you would like to see more videos of me writing (and at some point recording) my 4th album you can join my Patreon community where I also offer live dance parties once a month, access to purchase my artwork and many other goodies. Link in my bio🤍 Also, I wrote this song because I needed to process grief over a homeless person that I saw earlier that day and literally couldn’t make sense out of how fucked up it is that the truth of who we really are (powerful creators) is still hidden to so many of us. I also simultaneously felt so much joy and gratitude for the day that this person will be liberated as it is inevitable for everyone on the planet whether in this life or the next.. to become self realized. As someone who was homeless as a child for a period of time and for many years couch surfed with my family, and my mother was living in her car for a year recently (she’s in a better place now), these poverty, lack, scarcity, victimization and addiction programs are something I have been working really hard to overcome myself.. I know I was born to transcend them, among many other things. I realize that I alone can’t change the world but what I can do is make art that heals me and spreads messages and frequencies that help awaken people to remember their own divinity because that is how we shift out of these old paradigms.. I also know that you can be homeless and happier than someone living in a mansion.. but that is another conversation and in this post I’m talking about the majority of homelessness🫶 #spiritualwealth #riseofthegoddess 🐉🥚🔥
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Will be so good to connect with you guys again🥰 📸 @catielaffoon
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
What a treat to work with @megmyers ❤️ If you haven’t seen #cardboardsessions with Meg you’re missing out. Direct link in our bio. 📷 @marc_wierenga
So excited about this one🌊 You can hear where I’m at in my musical process with it on my Patreon if you aren’t a member yet! Link in my bio. It’s so important to give our creations space to breathe. When I am working on my albums I take weeks to months to even years to finish my songs. Many times there are experiences that must first unfold in order for me to have the wisdom and the information needed to complete the projects, and so I just chip away at them over time until they are finished. Rushing my art literally wouldn’t even be possible for me anymore. Trust the process:)