I’ve been on my own since I was 16. Doing doing doing never slowing down to just sit still and be. Needing to survive and even when I could rest, I wouldn’t. Like somehow, I would lose it all if I wasn’t worrying about something or pushing for something to make it happen. I desire more feminine energy in my day. This masculine way of doing things ain’t for me anymore.
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
It’s Friday again…hope u enjoy the flashback pics! #fbf
Egypt, summer solstice. New season. Change has already begun. Remembering that my life is about self realization and forgiveness and removing the obstacles to love. I am being stripped down of all the things I find safety and comfort in. Things that don’t last. Things that are conditional. Some of it is my own purging, a sacrificial slaughter I am placing in the fire pit with my own will, and some of it is God unfolding it, peeling it back, unveiling the unknown. I feel at the bottom of old tired beliefs. Beliefs that have stuck to me like cement. Like I’m in the last hole where all the scary skeletons live and I’m about to find out it’s just a bunch of carcass and ashes. I can finally let it go. Been holding on for dear life to this nothingness. Willing to die to be reborn. Ready to release and be free.
Egypt, summer solstice. New season. Change has already begun. Remembering that my life is about self realization and forgiveness and removing the obstacles to love. I am being stripped down of all the things I find safety and comfort in. Things that don’t last. Things that are conditional. Some of it is my own purging, a sacrificial slaughter I am placing in the fire pit with my own will, and some of it is God unfolding it, peeling it back, unveiling the unknown. I feel at the bottom of old tired beliefs. Beliefs that have stuck to me like cement. Like I’m in the last hole where all the scary skeletons live and I’m about to find out it’s just a bunch of carcass and ashes. I can finally let it go. Been holding on for dear life to this nothingness. Willing to die to be reborn. Ready to release and be free.
Egypt, summer solstice. New season. Change has already begun. Remembering that my life is about self realization and forgiveness and removing the obstacles to love. I am being stripped down of all the things I find safety and comfort in. Things that don’t last. Things that are conditional. Some of it is my own purging, a sacrificial slaughter I am placing in the fire pit with my own will, and some of it is God unfolding it, peeling it back, unveiling the unknown. I feel at the bottom of old tired beliefs. Beliefs that have stuck to me like cement. Like I’m in the last hole where all the scary skeletons live and I’m about to find out it’s just a bunch of carcass and ashes. I can finally let it go. Been holding on for dear life to this nothingness. Willing to die to be reborn. Ready to release and be free.
The Exes.
It’s been 7 days since QUEENS wrapped season 1 and I’m still in my performance braid (laziness). Filming the last performance of @queensabc was so special to me. I got injured during rehearsals and they had to prepare to have a dancer double for me. This made me so 😞 as I wanted to finish 💪🏽 “Valeria” grew with the show as both as an artist and friend but I also grew too as an actress & new singer/dancer. I’ve had two left feet on Queens and I’m always the last one to get the dance routine and usually the only one messing up but I wanted to prove to myself that I had grown! So I prayed, iced and soaked my injured ligament and rehearsed and rehearsed powering through completely intending to be well the day of our performance and I did it! These little wins make me so excited. Anywayzzz- this braid comes off today! Enjoy some slides of my last day of S1 on Queens. ✨❤️💋💪🏽🇵🇷👸🏻
Hair by: @iamcassandrapowell
Makeup by: @parrapaints
Costume by: @provifulp 🇵🇷
Moves by: @fatima_noir
Cute dancer double: @dejiavu_
It’s been 7 days since QUEENS wrapped season 1 and I’m still in my performance braid (laziness). Filming the last performance of @queensabc was so special to me. I got injured during rehearsals and they had to prepare to have a dancer double for me. This made me so 😞 as I wanted to finish 💪🏽 “Valeria” grew with the show as both as an artist and friend but I also grew too as an actress & new singer/dancer. I’ve had two left feet on Queens and I’m always the last one to get the dance routine and usually the only one messing up but I wanted to prove to myself that I had grown! So I prayed, iced and soaked my injured ligament and rehearsed and rehearsed powering through completely intending to be well the day of our performance and I did it! These little wins make me so excited. Anywayzzz- this braid comes off today! Enjoy some slides of my last day of S1 on Queens. ✨❤️💋💪🏽🇵🇷👸🏻
Hair by: @iamcassandrapowell
Makeup by: @parrapaints
Costume by: @provifulp 🇵🇷
Moves by: @fatima_noir
Cute dancer double: @dejiavu_
It’s been 7 days since QUEENS wrapped season 1 and I’m still in my performance braid (laziness). Filming the last performance of @queensabc was so special to me. I got injured during rehearsals and they had to prepare to have a dancer double for me. This made me so 😞 as I wanted to finish 💪🏽 “Valeria” grew with the show as both as an artist and friend but I also grew too as an actress & new singer/dancer. I’ve had two left feet on Queens and I’m always the last one to get the dance routine and usually the only one messing up but I wanted to prove to myself that I had grown! So I prayed, iced and soaked my injured ligament and rehearsed and rehearsed powering through completely intending to be well the day of our performance and I did it! These little wins make me so excited. Anywayzzz- this braid comes off today! Enjoy some slides of my last day of S1 on Queens. ✨❤️💋💪🏽🇵🇷👸🏻
Hair by: @iamcassandrapowell
Makeup by: @parrapaints
Costume by: @provifulp 🇵🇷
Moves by: @fatima_noir
Cute dancer double: @dejiavu_
It’s been 7 days since QUEENS wrapped season 1 and I’m still in my performance braid (laziness). Filming the last performance of @queensabc was so special to me. I got injured during rehearsals and they had to prepare to have a dancer double for me. This made me so 😞 as I wanted to finish 💪🏽 “Valeria” grew with the show as both as an artist and friend but I also grew too as an actress & new singer/dancer. I’ve had two left feet on Queens and I’m always the last one to get the dance routine and usually the only one messing up but I wanted to prove to myself that I had grown! So I prayed, iced and soaked my injured ligament and rehearsed and rehearsed powering through completely intending to be well the day of our performance and I did it! These little wins make me so excited. Anywayzzz- this braid comes off today! Enjoy some slides of my last day of S1 on Queens. ✨❤️💋💪🏽🇵🇷👸🏻
Hair by: @iamcassandrapowell
Makeup by: @parrapaints
Costume by: @provifulp 🇵🇷
Moves by: @fatima_noir
Cute dancer double: @dejiavu_
It’s been 7 days since QUEENS wrapped season 1 and I’m still in my performance braid (laziness). Filming the last performance of @queensabc was so special to me. I got injured during rehearsals and they had to prepare to have a dancer double for me. This made me so 😞 as I wanted to finish 💪🏽 “Valeria” grew with the show as both as an artist and friend but I also grew too as an actress & new singer/dancer. I’ve had two left feet on Queens and I’m always the last one to get the dance routine and usually the only one messing up but I wanted to prove to myself that I had grown! So I prayed, iced and soaked my injured ligament and rehearsed and rehearsed powering through completely intending to be well the day of our performance and I did it! These little wins make me so excited. Anywayzzz- this braid comes off today! Enjoy some slides of my last day of S1 on Queens. ✨❤️💋💪🏽🇵🇷👸🏻
Hair by: @iamcassandrapowell
Makeup by: @parrapaints
Costume by: @provifulp 🇵🇷
Moves by: @fatima_noir
Cute dancer double: @dejiavu_
Last night I finally got to see our billboard and it was one of those moments where you imagine it for so long and then it finally comes and you’re like, “Yup, here it is”. For me, the most exciting moments of my life don’t make me jump up and giggle. I always meet monumental moments with calm presence. I nod my head as if I’m having a private moment with God. Just me and God. GOD: “It’s cool right?” ME: “Yea! Really cool!” And we just stand there totally present nodding our heads like old friends. Ps- shout out to two perfect strangers who decided to join in on this moment and took these pics with me! ✨✨✨ ✨✨✨
Last night I finally got to see our billboard and it was one of those moments where you imagine it for so long and then it finally comes and you’re like, “Yup, here it is”. For me, the most exciting moments of my life don’t make me jump up and giggle. I always meet monumental moments with calm presence. I nod my head as if I’m having a private moment with God. Just me and God. GOD: “It’s cool right?” ME: “Yea! Really cool!” And we just stand there totally present nodding our heads like old friends. Ps- shout out to two perfect strangers who decided to join in on this moment and took these pics with me! ✨✨✨ ✨✨✨
Last night I finally got to see our billboard and it was one of those moments where you imagine it for so long and then it finally comes and you’re like, “Yup, here it is”. For me, the most exciting moments of my life don’t make me jump up and giggle. I always meet monumental moments with calm presence. I nod my head as if I’m having a private moment with God. Just me and God. GOD: “It’s cool right?” ME: “Yea! Really cool!” And we just stand there totally present nodding our heads like old friends. Ps- shout out to two perfect strangers who decided to join in on this moment and took these pics with me! ✨✨✨ ✨✨✨
