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#joytrolling #feelingonpurpose when Stevie Wonders’ Sign Sealed and Delivered came on I thought it quite apropos. | Posted on 03/Aug/2024 00:02:08

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I hope you guys had a good Thanksgiving. I made a pre-Thanksgiving dinner on Wednesday and ate with my sister and sons5and 6 of 6. 

I made Beef Wellington, roasted carrots and sautéed green beans. It was so good there was some back and forth about who got the last helping. Ah, what a new exciting feeling!

On Thanksgiving my sister and I went to my neighbors house. They are the nicest people ever. We were in the family photo and everything.

I switched up to get through it with minimal emotional machinations born of my current circumstance.

I was, like my good woman here, making my own way. 

You know, you can step away from how you always do things and re-order them to fit your circumstances. 

Yesterday,  I had to re-home Tess. I loved that dog and she loved me, but she would not stop pooping and peeing in the house. Not even after I got a doggy door. I spent thousands on trainers. The first one she bit. The second used to train wolves so he taught her some things but still couldn’t get on top of the guarding. No one but my boys and my sister could come to the house. I had a third trainer come for the home guarding issue. After an hour he left and refused to return. 

On my last visit to the vet, I had to lay on my back on the floor, wrap my legs around her body and my arms around her neck while a second tech held her legs and the third gave her a shot. They then sold me tranquilizers and said she has to be sedated before any further services would be rendered.

I felt terrible re-homing her but I gave it a full year of all out effort. 

It’s probably my fault. I got her 5 days after BigE went away. I think I dumped a whole lot of crazy on her and it made her crazy too. 

I am waffling between relief from and grief for her. 

Anyway, you have to find a way no matter what comes your way. I have a wonderful life. Tough year, no doubt, but so so many blessings.

I hope you guys are doing well and manage to find your own way through whatever’s stalking you.

Shoutout @ngakaksehat cr: iqsm 

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