“A long overdue, this apology 💌 to my body and every part of it that I didn’t want to look at” 🩶 . This isn’t easy, and it never will be easy. To accept and appreciate what once I hated, you hated as a thirteen year old girl. Be it the first acne mark, be the first time you noticed a stretch mark, the time you started noticing things on your body that make your face frown, and everyone kept suggesting creams and treatments for it. The only treatment I need , you need, we need is, the way we treat ourselves, to love after hating my body, to say I know this is my body and my skin and I’m nothing but proud of myself for seeing me for ME. :’) You should too, it’s liberating, I promise❤️ . Choreographed by @tdc.thedancersclub ( THAAAANKYOU 😫 truly my SAVIOURS y’all are ) @shakthivel.19 @anu_viswa – THE BEST. My Girls : @deepikka.anand @deepika.ramnath ( all D’s! Couldn’t have asked for a better collab ) 🥹 Shot 🎥 by : @alsoabijeeth . Outfits: @fiorebymalar_ . #deepika #visualstory #letter #writeup
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
My biggest fear almost came alive and I think I survived it. 🥹🧿 My year started like all of yours did. A good vibe, grateful for the year and everything was almost fine. Nothing to cry about, apart from watching movies that tore me. A very normal hospital check-up APPA had, and it turned everything around for me. The fear I was talking about? Watching your parents get old. That was one, the other that I saw was “what happens watching them be sick” My happy little world that showed me love almost crumbled in front of my eyes. :/ And I saw how much I love them and how blessed I am to be there for them as their daughter. The feeling of trusting my GODS only became more over the last one month. I know there’s a power that keeps me alive and gives me strength.There was a time when I began to question, “Does God really exist? Who am I praying to? And why am I praying so much?” Oru moment elaathyum maathum solluvaanga. Now that I’ve gotten my answer, I realized that GOD IS THERE and that all my prayers have been heard. :’) ♥️ I saw god in everything around me, the silent cries from my people, the community that prayed for me when I asked to. I saw god in my people. And their love. (Yes you all! ) Appa is doing okay now, god knows what we all went through. Now in all this what can I see as a blessing? I learned that I can go through this and be there as their daughter. I missed akka, the elder daughter that made sure I didn’t feel the heaviness all along. Keeping her updated on video calls, crying together with her on video calls, praying with her on video calls. I can be the adult who will show up for my parents. And I have my girls who will let me ugly cry and promise me it will be okay a hundred times. I have a husband who would be the son my parents never had. Adulting is no joke. It comes and teaches you life itself. Trust me. We all got this. I got it and you will get through this and after that? You’re ready for the world 🙂 💌 . #D #Deepika
A very funny conversation that led us to a very vulnerable moment. 🥹 Little habit of writing our loved ones’ names on the sand, and there was tears, memories and so much emotions in that one night. :’) ipo paaakrapo I feel all the feelings in these clips, it was just words that came out of love that day, but the way I look at my appa and amma after the last few weeks? So much gratitude, so much respect and so much yearning for them to not grow old at all 🙂 🧿♥️ Life huh? . (Full vlog @raja_vetri_prabhu_ ‘s Yt channel) #D #Deepika #RnD
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“Exciting news! Presenting the first look of our upcoming movie, Marriage Story! A glimpse into something truly special. Stay tuned! directed by @sunill_dev #MarriageStory #FirstLook #ComingSoon” Chaos, comedy, and romance—get set for an unpredictable ride! ❤️ #Reelpetti #SP02 #MarriageStoryFirstLook #ComingSoon Cast : @siddarthpaliath @its_shabana_ @deepika_v__ @vatsannatarajan @iamayazkhan__ @nimoo_naj_ @rj_amuthan @iamvigneshravi @manig_1106 Crew : @reelpettiproductions @siddarthpaliath @sunill_dev @tam_il @editor_tamil @saranraghavan @aravind1071996 @shanmugababu88 @prabhunivash @designertinarosario @iam_.azar #MiracleMichael @prosrivenkatesh @fixitinpoststudios @viyaki_s @mohanrajan_lyrici @donewmathan @vigneshravee @rratnmc @arunams143 @krithik_mohit @dir.gokul_deivasigamani @anitha_ac_off
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