This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
This is VERY long form which is way outside my comfort zone. Let me start by saying that I am extremely grateful for our health and safety. I am fully aware that things could have turned out very differently for us. I also feel like it is important to say that it is possible to be both grateful for the end result and disappointed in how we achieved it. Both things can be true. I think my greatest hesitation in sharing my birth story (though I certainly don’t think it is any more special than anyone else’s birth story) is the inevitability of dismissive comments. “Everything happens for a reason.” “At least you didn’t have to (fill in the blank).” “He’s here, and that’s all that matters.” Is that the thing that matters MOST? 100% yes. Is it the ONLY thing that matters? Well…no. My heart’s desire for my birth does, in fact, matter too. God cares about that. I had very specific reasons behind what I wanted, and I am still disappointed that I wasn’t able to achieve that—for my own sake but, primarily, for my baby’s sake. That being said, I am not looking for consolation, correction, or advice for next time. I am on my own journey with the Lord on that one. I only share this because 1) people have asked quite a bit, and 2) I hope to encourage someone that, if your birth didn’t go according to plan, you did not fail. I also know that, during pregnancy, it is super important to fill your mind with positive birth stories. If you are believing for an intervention-free birth, know that I am in agreement with you. I’m believing mine will be entirely different next time as well. I also wish I would have been even REMOTELY prepared or equipped for an alternative. So do with that info what you will. And with that…
Picking apples right off the trees and scooping the last peaches of the season. These are the days. 🍎🫶🏻🍑
So thankful to have a place like this in Tulsa where moms are a priority and babies are welcome. Really excited for the strengthening and healing process. 🤎 @vitalitypelvichealth They are also crazy generous and offering $100 off to anyone that simply mentions my name 🙌🏻 So consider this your sign to go for it.
Your dollar has a loud voice 💸
Wouldn’t be the unhinged kitchen without a little unhinged activity 🤷🏼♀️
She ain’t EVER leaving now 🤷🏼♀️
You don’t suck at sourdough, just go feed your starter 🤎
I can’t explain it, but 😍
I can’t wait to watch to watch these grow, plant them at our future property, and then watch our kids grow up literally eating the fruit of our labor. I honestly don’t know what my IG is “about” anymore, but I think I largely want to prove (even to just myself) that there is beauty in starting small. You don’t have to have a sprawling farm and acreage to just START building a dream that’s in your heart. “Do not despise these small beginnings, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin.” – Zechariah 4:10 And while we wait on our land and pastures and sheep and chickens and orchards…our small beginnings are a quail coop, an herb garden, some blueberry bushes, and baby fruit trees in planters. 🤎
