I’ve made choices I’ve judged myself on this year and I’ve experienced loss this year, so I must say I’m very grateful to be self quarantining for work in a different province because it means time for some self reflection, self love, and getting a Q-Tip shoved up my nose twice in three days.🤦🏻♀️
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#stillgotmysenseofhumor #imhuman
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Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
Just a few on my mind lately ❤️
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#tbt❤️ #morethanwords #friends👭 #throughthickandthin #lovefest
It’s finally OUT!!! WIFEY (feat. String boys) LINK IN BIO.
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If not in front of the camera, I am trying things behind. HAD A BLAST directing my first music video featuring @susydmusic – what a kickass team. Thank you for letting me be a part of this creative expression on challenging the stereotypes of victim/prey. I love this platform where we can challenge new perspectives and ask questions. Couldn’t have done it without the team:
DP – @scottmaxmcintyre
AD – @alxhf
AC – @michaelmaddeaux
GAFFER – @al_behindthelense
GRIP – @david_ruggz
HMU – @lornathibodeau
SET DECORATOR – @babyjewish
PA – @mg_the_realest
PHOTOGRAPHER – @elenakorvz
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And the talent!
THE SUSYD TEAM @sarahchahley_ @ale_ille @legokt
THE BOYS – @alxhf @mikealorian @petrhlm @kyle.logie @revolutions_records Mark Wong
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#susydmusic #girlband #femalestrength #creativeexpression #musicvideo #madeintoronto
We got through yesterday.
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#throwback #mondaymotivation #selfreminder #iwannabeinanactionmovie #wegotthis #dontgiveup #ittakesavillage Great Wall Of China
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Loving the good vibes🌺
No phone calls, on Island time 🏝
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So I have been away for awhile because almost two years ago, my mother passed on to another life. I have been on and off about posting this but I feel the need to today.
From taking care of her, stopping work, forcing milestones so she can be a part of, watching her liveliness go away but still trying to fight, to losing myself since she started getting sick, unrelated to covid. It was do or die for me while being slightly numb for myself. It’s like I started the grieving process right then and there.
After falling real hard, I had some time to think about what really matters to me in life. I took some time away from social media, took one step at a time with work, focused on healing and loved ones (thank you for being here, wouldn’t have made it today without you guys) and disassociated with anything to do with her departure but rather, want to keep celebrating her.
Dear Mama, still healing and I don’t know if the hurt will ever go away but after these couple of years, I feel like I understand your heart even better now and I wish you could enjoy some of the things with me right now physically but I know you are always with me. You were an incredible healer and one hell of a woman. I love you and Happy Birthday. Hope you are having a dance party somewhere with your deadly cute laugh. Xx
Grateful that my first recurring gig was in a trilingual show! It meant a lot to me that I could speak in my mother tongue ❤️