I love being an artist and sharing my work with you guys AND I also have been having such a deep yearning and strong calling to help others share THEIR gifts. I am currently creating an online songwriting course with my brother that has been so fun and inspiring and I also have been feeling this urge to write and produce for others (as well as produce for myself which I only did a little of on my last record but starting to more for this 4th album). Lots to learn and explore and expand on creatively right now.. just listening to what feels good! Will share a clip of this new song asap🤓 Also, initially I was resisting creating this song and I felt so blocked up, have literally been feeling physically ill from resisting letting it come through. Sometimes I get so scared of facing myself and being honest about how I really feel in songs.. facing my humanness. But then I realize once I do it and feel all the uncomfortable feels that it’s not scary at all.. it’s the complete opposite and the only way for me unlock the magic and liberate myself🌈 It just always trips me out the dejavu I get which feels like memories of the songs before they are created or during the creation process I remember them, which might not make sense to everyone (still doesn’t make sense to me lol) but I know some of y’all know what I’m talking about, that clairvoyant knowing. Memory as in remembering this moment from the lense of higher self since it’s all happening right now🤯 Also I have dirt on my face in this video. Happy full moon🌕
As promised here’s a couple clips of a new song I’m in the process of writing.. One of the biggest programs or addictions I am in the process of overcoming is the addiction to fear that something is always wrong and that I need something outside of me to fix it. When in reality there’s nowhere to get to because i already have everything I need right now and anything extra that comes into my life that is worthwhile, can only come from this place of awareness, and i don’t want it because I’m missing something right now.. I already have everything I need and I’m just open to receiving more.. Easier said than done for so many of us. Especially when we are going through life crisis. Just continuing to break down the walls of conditioning and it’s beautiful and painful and all of the things and I wanted to share:) But yea, if we can’t find acceptance for where we are night now in this moment and find gratitude for what is already here, nothing external will ever truly make us happy🙏❤️🩹
As promised here’s a couple clips of a new song I’m in the process of writing.. One of the biggest programs or addictions I am in the process of overcoming is the addiction to fear that something is always wrong and that I need something outside of me to fix it. When in reality there’s nowhere to get to because i already have everything I need right now and anything extra that comes into my life that is worthwhile, can only come from this place of awareness, and i don’t want it because I’m missing something right now.. I already have everything I need and I’m just open to receiving more.. Easier said than done for so many of us. Especially when we are going through life crisis. Just continuing to break down the walls of conditioning and it’s beautiful and painful and all of the things and I wanted to share:) But yea, if we can’t find acceptance for where we are night now in this moment and find gratitude for what is already here, nothing external will ever truly make us happy🙏❤️🩹
As promised here’s a couple clips of a new song I’m in the process of writing.. One of the biggest programs or addictions I am in the process of overcoming is the addiction to fear that something is always wrong and that I need something outside of me to fix it. When in reality there’s nowhere to get to because i already have everything I need right now and anything extra that comes into my life that is worthwhile, can only come from this place of awareness, and i don’t want it because I’m missing something right now.. I already have everything I need and I’m just open to receiving more.. Easier said than done for so many of us. Especially when we are going through life crisis. Just continuing to break down the walls of conditioning and it’s beautiful and painful and all of the things and I wanted to share:) But yea, if we can’t find acceptance for where we are night now in this moment and find gratitude for what is already here, nothing external will ever truly make us happy🙏❤️🩹
New song I’m currently writing. Will share a clip playing it once I finish the lyrics (also a cute picture in here of my cat I took yesterday hehe) I wish somebody would come and save me But that somebody is me I wish somebody’d wrap their arms around me Hold me tenderly I wish somebody would heal my sorrows Turn em into peace of mind Need lyrics here>______________________ _____________________________________ That somebody is me That somebody is me That somebody is me So rise up and fill your cup Gotta rise up into self love So rise up, you are enough Yea rise up into self love I wish somebody would come and save me But that somebody is me I wish somebody would pay attention To what it is I need, yea That somebody is me That somebody is me That somebody is me 📸 @catielaffoon 🌈
New song I’m currently writing. Will share a clip playing it once I finish the lyrics (also a cute picture in here of my cat I took yesterday hehe) I wish somebody would come and save me But that somebody is me I wish somebody’d wrap their arms around me Hold me tenderly I wish somebody would heal my sorrows Turn em into peace of mind Need lyrics here>______________________ _____________________________________ That somebody is me That somebody is me That somebody is me So rise up and fill your cup Gotta rise up into self love So rise up, you are enough Yea rise up into self love I wish somebody would come and save me But that somebody is me I wish somebody would pay attention To what it is I need, yea That somebody is me That somebody is me That somebody is me 📸 @catielaffoon 🌈
New song I’m currently writing. Will share a clip playing it once I finish the lyrics (also a cute picture in here of my cat I took yesterday hehe) I wish somebody would come and save me But that somebody is me I wish somebody’d wrap their arms around me Hold me tenderly I wish somebody would heal my sorrows Turn em into peace of mind Need lyrics here>______________________ _____________________________________ That somebody is me That somebody is me That somebody is me So rise up and fill your cup Gotta rise up into self love So rise up, you are enough Yea rise up into self love I wish somebody would come and save me But that somebody is me I wish somebody would pay attention To what it is I need, yea That somebody is me That somebody is me That somebody is me 📸 @catielaffoon 🌈
.. Continuation from the last post 🙂🤍🌍
.. Continuation from the last post 🙂🤍🌍
See you next week for a few west coast shows😜
See you next week for a few west coast shows😜
A few clips from my Patreon lovestream dance party tonight (posting the other two clips after this post) Although, today felt like such a crazy day energetically that it ended up turning into a MOSH PARTY.. The louder the darkness gets in the world the more it forces us to choose.. either to get consumed by it and close up or to vulnerably feel it all, stay open and then shift our focus and rise above it.. turning it into our passion🤘 Link to my Patreon in my bio
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga
A few shots from @cardboardsessions more songs coming soon🤍👽⚡️ 📸 @marc_wierenga