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![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-0-yFaUvy7967-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-1-bAOShP5347-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-2-32D0ea6253-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-3-vk5sIl9575-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-4-ky1yBo4912-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-5-g83JRT9407-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-6-4qrkT04990-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-7-qppWhR9285-300x300.jpg)
![Sarma Melngailis Instagram - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-8-yMRBKc6260-300x300.jpg)
9.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. šš¾ I put this news in a story but thatāll expire so this oneās for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasnāt doing well but had perked up for the bison Iād cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didnāt think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new storyāabout how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. š When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I donāt have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I havenāt wanted to leave my apartment because then itās somehow more real. I am a person, just meā¦ my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. š Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe itāll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where Iām less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. š <ā reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo Iād post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. Iām heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. šš¾šš»āØ Leon always had love for everyone.Likes : 9653
9.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. šš¾ I put this news in a story but thatāll expire so this oneās for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasnāt doing well but had perked up for the bison Iād cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didnāt think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new storyāabout how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. š When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I donāt have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I havenāt wanted to leave my apartment because then itās somehow more real. I am a person, just meā¦ my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. š Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe itāll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where Iām less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. š <ā reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo Iād post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. Iām heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. šš¾šš»āØ Leon always had love for everyone.Likes : 9653
9.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās happened. Time for this dreaded post about losing my best boy. šš¾ I put this news in a story but thatāll expire so this oneās for the record. He left his glorious furry container at 3am, morning of July 4th. The other two photos were taken less than 12 hours earlier. He wasnāt doing well but had perked up for the bison Iād cooked him (no one @ me, I cooked him whatever he would eat). I didnāt think his time would be so soon, until around midnight when I realized it may be his time. I wrote an essay (open to all) on my Patreon page, top link in my bio or I may put it again in a new storyāabout how it happened, how it was. Harrowing and yet also painfully beautiful in a cycle of life way. But mostly painful. š When I made my prior post (to which so many have added condolences) I had no idea he was leaving so soon. I donāt have words yet for all of it. But am floored by the inflow of kind messages just from the story. At some point will get to reading them all. Forgive me if all I can do to reply is the heart emoji acknowledgement. I have to get used to my new identity. I havenāt wanted to leave my apartment because then itās somehow more real. I am a person, just meā¦ my pup has left. The paw photo was taken just before his body was finally taken away. š Leon, I have no words for how much I love you. It was my honor to be your momma. *** What to do about his @oneluckyrescuedog account? Maybe itāll be a place for throwback photos, when I get to the place where Iām less sad and more, somehow, fulfilled that he had a good long life. Thank you to all who loved him. My good boy. š <ā reminds me I have a beautiful photo of him in front of a rainbow I never before posted because it looked so much like a photo Iād post to memorialize his passing over the rainbow bridge. Will find it and post when it feels right. Iām heartbroken but am okay. It was his time and I got to see him over that bridge. Just him and me. Just you and me, Leon. šš¾šš»āØ Leon always had love for everyone.Likes : 9653
7.1K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldnāt be called a ādocumentary.ā Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, āSo are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.ā š¤¢š¤® I donāt believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. š¾ ššš» . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrolLikes : 7054
7.1K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldnāt be called a ādocumentary.ā Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, āSo are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.ā š¤¢š¤® I donāt believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. š¾ ššš» . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrolLikes : 7054
7.1K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldnāt be called a ādocumentary.ā Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, āSo are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.ā š¤¢š¤® I donāt believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. š¾ ššš» . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrolLikes : 7054
7.1K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldnāt be called a ādocumentary.ā Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, āSo are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.ā š¤¢š¤® I donāt believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. š¾ ššš» . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrolLikes : 7054
7.1K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I wrote another thing. Link in bio. #BadVegan shouldnāt be called a ādocumentary.ā Detail and context on the call at the end. Why it matters, not for me as much as for the future of truthful storytelling. And for making difficult stories useful. Just today another friend forwarded me a comment from his ex girlfriend who also has my cookbooks. Having just watched it, āSo are they still friends? Lovers? Seemed like it at the end.ā š¤¢š¤® I donāt believe the director can wrap his brain around just how disturbingly awful it is to hear something like that. Future stories deserve better. Leon pics here bc @oneluckyrescuedog makes everything better. š¾ ššš» . #documentaries #filmmaking #chrissmith #netflix #journalisticintegrity #storytelling #narcissisticabuse #coercivecontrolLikes : 7054
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-0-yFaUvy7967.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-1-bAOShP5347.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-2-32D0ea6253.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-3-vk5sIl9575.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-4-ky1yBo4912.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-5-g83JRT9407.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-6-4qrkT04990.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-7-qppWhR9285.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
![Sarma Melngailis - 3.7K Likes - Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter.
I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this?
My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this.
My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before.
Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me.
I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up.
Please. Let. Me. Do. This.
***
Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces.
If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter.
To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically).
Please read the full story, link in my bio.
I love you *all*.
šāØšš»š¦š±š¾
[takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button]
LOVE > fear](https://www.gethucinema.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/06/Sarma-Melngailis-8-yMRBKc6260.jpg)
3.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Much more to say about this story (link in bio), from which a lot was left out. Facts and truth matter. I moved back to NY to re-open, trusted someone who demanded my trust, itās gone sideways. The story says that I now ādonāt seem so sure about the project eitherā ā¦ not true. Iām wildly, fiercely sure. I also know how many ppl want it back too, and what it meansāhow important it isāon many levels. Chodorow said I could buy him out of the lease ābut itās going to be expensiveā then gave me a proposal (not in this story) so crazy as to deter any other investor. Why not just be fair and reasonable? Why not get paid, and let me do this? My post here on August 13thā¦ the comments say so much. @purefoodandwine is supposed to come back. @oneluckyduck too. I *know* this. My saying these two donāt give a shit about clean food may be wrongā¦ who knows. It doesnāt matter. I am not going away. I might feel weakened and run down by all this, but Iāve proven my strength to keep going before. Bringing @purefoodandwine back in the same space, with all its good vibes, is profoundly meaningful, and also would mean that the monster I call Mr Fox did not win. He didnāt succeed in destroying something beloved, or me. I have loads more to say. And I have āreceiptsā ā¦ meaning I can back it all up. Please. Let. Me. Do. This. *** Pic in which @oneluckyrescuedog looks like a champion by @jeffbrownjeffbrown. Song by @cityofthesun @cityofthejohn because I love them. I included comment by @allensalkin because he knew Iād be frustrated by the story one way or another, a story I thought was going to be quick and out in September. All I can do is trust that timing is up to greater forces. If I can get to it, will write a much more detailed response on my website or Patreon, complete with receipts. F*ck it. Facts matter. To those whoāve helped me along the wayā¦ endless gratitude. Still, I could use some big guns (metaphorically). Please read the full story, link in my bio. I love you *all*. šāØšš»š¦š±š¾ [takes deep breath, looks at Leon, hits OK button] LOVE > fearLikes : 3725
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Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
3.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : The face of someone who jumped. Now building the plane. š³š¬ Cautious and discerning about who comes along for the ride. Co-pilots and such. Lots of full circle energy. Sometimes you have to trust that the Universe knows what sheās doing with timing. Itās happening. I miss Leon. Itās been exactly one month since he crossed the šbridge. Maybe he left me when he did bc he knew I needed all my energy for whatās developed these past weeks, and whatās coming.š My best boy. I still feel him. All the crapāevery misstep and stumble, every jerk, every slick vulture, the humiliation, my big messy pastāis my superpower. And wisdom. I still need support, but goodbye needy vibes. I trust my intuition, finally, and believe in myself, finally, at level 51. Time to be the Director. I had to repair myself before I could start to rebuild. I need to be useful again. Tired but ready. Happy new moon in Leo. Happy Mercury in retrograde (a good time for āreā things. Likeā¦ rebuild, restore, relaunch?) I love you all. šāØšš» All the support, encouragement, good vibes, prayers, loveā¦ thank you. (Also plz keep it coming š¤Ŗ) what I doā¦ itās all for you. Also all 4 Leon. š¾š« PS – looking forward to maybe having some smiling pics for you in the near future.Likes : 3625
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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
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Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
3.2K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Pardon me while I get nostalgic. šš»ā¤ļøš¦š±āØ (As always the credit for the food, wine, that insanely good dessertā¦ and more is not for me. Itās for all those who worked there over the years. I was good at spotting talentā¦ more of a curator.) @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck Cc @joeyshotsauceLikes : 3197
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Caption : We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. Thatās all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to doā¦ what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all Iāll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didnāt. That doesnāt seem like the right ending. Iām still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. Weāre both sleepy. Goodnight. š š @oneluckyrescuedogLikes : 3151
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Caption : We are alive and breathing. Been off the grid, for some days in a row telling truths from this chair. Leon and I were in very good hands. It matters to work with good humans, to do good work. Thatās all I want. And peace. Am I doing ok? I never know how to answer that. Lately no, not at all. But doing this work, even if draining, helped. The whole point is to help. The other things I want to doā¦ what it seems most of you want me to do too, depends on whether I get the help to do it. It may be too late. Then all Iāll have is the story of how it almost happened, but didnāt. That doesnāt seem like the right ending. Iām still here. I still love you all. Leon is still a very good boy. Weāre both sleepy. Goodnight. š š @oneluckyrescuedogLikes : 3151
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Hello Sunday. I have news. Not quite how Iād thought Iād come out with this š but it feels right. I just donāt care anymore about TMI. Am not good at pretending, tired of hiding. This post (what Iāve written on my website) may end up being unnecessary but feel Iām supposed to share this part of the process (and how it feels) anyway. Link to what I wrote is in my bio. Or go to SARMARAW.COM and itās the first post. āØ Take a peek at @purefoodandwine and then also @oneluckyduck and maybe follow if you donāt already, I intend to reactivate those accounts. I am so close. Can I admit this is scary? Itās like a trust-fall but I donāt even know whoās behind me. Also exciting. Also I love you all. Extra love for every single person whoās sent good vibes, encouragement, telling me youāre rooting for me and this. Itās for you. And Leon. Love > Fear. āØš¦š± (I write a lot of words. It was hard to keep what I wrote from being longer bc thereās more to say. Thank you)Likes : 3039
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Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. Iāve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time Iām different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. Iāve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time heās not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leonās still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but heās here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real theyāre dogs. š¾ And I feel like thereās a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. šāØ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those whoāve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but thereās so much light. I canāt wait to pay everything forward. (And back). šš» I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for youLikes : 2847
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Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. Iāve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time Iām different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. Iāve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time heās not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leonās still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but heās here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real theyāre dogs. š¾ And I feel like thereās a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. šāØ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those whoāve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but thereās so much light. I canāt wait to pay everything forward. (And back). šš» I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for youLikes : 2847
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Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. Iāve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time Iām different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. Iāve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time heās not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leonās still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but heās here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real theyāre dogs. š¾ And I feel like thereās a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. šāØ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those whoāve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but thereās so much light. I canāt wait to pay everything forward. (And back). šš» I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for youLikes : 2847
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Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. Iāve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time Iām different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. Iāve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time heās not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leonās still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but heās here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real theyāre dogs. š¾ And I feel like thereās a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. šāØ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those whoāve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but thereās so much light. I canāt wait to pay everything forward. (And back). šš» I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for youLikes : 2847
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Caption : Dear dark roots: I will take care of you but not now. There is too much else to handle this week. This is what the last year has been preparing me for. Maybe what all the shitshows of the past have prepared me for. Iāve pulled it off before I can do it again. This time Iām different. Wiser. I was always strong but in the ways other than confidence in myself. Iāve got it now, in the only ways that matter. Plus certainty. This time heās not here. If the devil is real it was that man. I learned a lot through all that so thanks I guess. Leonās still here. He might be peeing all day and diapered and hurls a lot but heās here, grounding me while I still need him. Handsome as always. If angels are real theyāre dogs. š¾ And I feel like thereās a reason that Zagat sign is still there, tacked to the wall in the basement office. I love you all. šāØ I can do this. And make it all worthwhile. Endless thanks to those whoāve helped carry me this past year, who still help. Not out of woods yet but thereās so much light. I canāt wait to pay everything forward. (And back). šš» I love you @purefoodandwine @oneluckyduck and of course @oneluckyrescuedog Always all for youLikes : 2847
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Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting momentāor a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that itās all okā¦while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. Itās *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) itās logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a āFerrari w a fishing poleā (not my metaphor, donāt like sports cars) is still true. And Iām about to drop it and Iām surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. Iām going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. āØšš»šš±š¾Likes : 2661
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Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting momentāor a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that itās all okā¦while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. Itās *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) itās logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a āFerrari w a fishing poleā (not my metaphor, donāt like sports cars) is still true. And Iām about to drop it and Iām surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. Iām going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. āØšš»šš±š¾Likes : 2661
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Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting momentāor a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that itās all okā¦while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. Itās *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) itās logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a āFerrari w a fishing poleā (not my metaphor, donāt like sports cars) is still true. And Iām about to drop it and Iām surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. Iām going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. āØšš»šš±š¾Likes : 2661
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Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting momentāor a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that itās all okā¦while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. Itās *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) itās logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a āFerrari w a fishing poleā (not my metaphor, donāt like sports cars) is still true. And Iām about to drop it and Iām surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. Iām going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. āØšš»šš±š¾Likes : 2661
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Caption : TRUTH: anything I post here where I look happy (or, just remotely ok) is a fleeting momentāor a reflection of my ability to prolong the faith that itās all okā¦while under massive pressure, the full extent of which very few ppl (maybe 2?) know. Itās *not* emotional (or, that just adds a frosting layer) itās logistical, tangible, financial, legal, etc. Even saying this exposes me in a way that feels dangerous, but quietly cracking feels scarier than exposure. What I wrote a few posts ago about holding a āFerrari w a fishing poleā (not my metaphor, donāt like sports cars) is still true. And Iām about to drop it and Iām surely tumbling after it bc it and me are inseparable. Iām going to draft a memo of the facts/challenges of how things really are. This is my Hail Mary to life. Ps. I believe in myself. And I always end up ok, like a cat. This is all for you. And for whatever good I can leave behind in this world. āØšš»šš±š¾Likes : 2661
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Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
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Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
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Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
2.7K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : August: dinner by the water with the beautiful human @sarahedmondson from @alittlebitculty who managed to make a fanny pack cool? Non alcoholic cucumber drink. Books I read and appreciated. (laughter in the dark is harrowing in a way yet fascinating if you study sociopathy). Day trip to NJ, my first time leaving the state since I moved back. Considering my hair, a š colored helmet. I like it better with roots. Full moon. Excited for sweater weather and sweating less. Still ā¤ļøāš©¹ing. š¾ Itās time for changes. I love you ā¤ļøLikes : 2660
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Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
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Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
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Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : Itās Christmas Eve and Iām trapped under sleeping Leon (pic 1) so posting this (w a bunch of random throwbacks) ā¦ Iām not very good at social media and this world of constant DMs, texts, and all variety of digital incoming feels overwhelming in a strange new way. Like I want to run to a silent meditation retreat in the woods. Still. I love you all. Iām staying put, ready to stand back up and do whatever it takes. Not for me but for whatās meant to returnā¦ to you. š¦šāØ Merry Christmas. š I believe in miracles. (ā¦ you sexy thing) <ā name that band. šāØšāØšāØšāØšLikes : 2645
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Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. Iāve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup ā¦ except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc š± Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. š¬š¤Ŗšš»āØšLikes : 2612
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Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. Iāve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup ā¦ except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc š± Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. š¬š¤Ŗšš»āØšLikes : 2612
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. Iāve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup ā¦ except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc š± Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. š¬š¤Ŗšš»āØšLikes : 2612
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. Iāve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup ā¦ except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc š± Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. š¬š¤Ŗšš»āØšLikes : 2612
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. Iāve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup ā¦ except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc š± Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. š¬š¤Ŗšš»āØšLikes : 2612
2.6K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : I did a crazy thing last night: peeled my sweatpants off, washed my hair, and went out. Iāve been back since February and only been out a handful of times, if that. My version of getting dressed up is an ensemble compiled from the second hand emporium @thredup ā¦ except shoes. Thank you @therealjohnnymac @impossiblekicks @thewesleynyc š± Testing out being normal is fun. Back to my regularly scheduled rumination and panic. š¬š¤Ŗšš»āØšLikes : 2612
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Caption : I donāt get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. š³ Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party šš„±š“ goodnight. šš¤ I love you Leon (heās still here somewhere ā¦ I feel him) he loves you all too. šš¾ā¤ļøāš©¹Likes : 2578
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Caption : I donāt get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. š³ Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party šš„±š“ goodnight. šš¤ I love you Leon (heās still here somewhere ā¦ I feel him) he loves you all too. šš¾ā¤ļøāš©¹Likes : 2578
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Caption : I donāt get manicures and cut my hair myself, but every 6 weeks fresh color must happen (iykyk) thank you @missy8050 @dshal.salon .. pic 2 baby face almost four decades ago. š³ Also now that I have salon hair going to bed at 9:30pm #saturdaynight #party šš„±š“ goodnight. šš¤ I love you Leon (heās still here somewhere ā¦ I feel him) he loves you all too. šš¾ā¤ļøāš©¹Likes : 2578
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Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
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Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
2.5K Likes – Sarma Melngailis Instagram
Caption : š¤š¤š¤ I know Iām not smiling. Iāve discovered new joy in wearing winter hats. I was under the weather last week, and sleeping on the couch. Good news is we finally made it out of the city for the first time all year. A break (also to work on book edits). Trying to be off the grid this week to recharge but so far still on it. Please excuse me if I donāt reply to messages. Also for some reason lots of ppl seem to be watching BV again. š¬š³ please read my website posts if you havenāt already. šš» and see my links in bio. I write on a Patreon too and communicate w people there. That support really helps. 2023 has been a strange year. Everything in limbo. I love you all, haters too, who need love most. š also my friend @pchza has a new book coming out, Iām hereby recommending you preorder it. š I need to catch up on sleep. Looooove Sarma and @oneluckyrescuedog who is thrilled to be out in nature. Pics after we get back. š¦āØš¤ššš»šš²šŖā¤ļøāš©¹š«Likes : 2544
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Caption : I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I donāt know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way itās meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. Itās been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Orā¦ battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. āØšŗLikes : 2522
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Caption : I so so so badly want to be helping people, and animals, in a *big* way. Not to be the one needing help. I think that mostly sums up the source of my angst these days. I donāt know what is happening. Somehow I know it will all come together. The right way. The way itās meant to. In the meantime, longing to get my power back. I think I gave most of it away 20 years ago. Itās been too long. I want to be back on the field. In the arena. Not depleting my energy treading water. Orā¦ battling clowns. So many of you keep me afloat and keep me hanging in/on. I love you. āØšŗLikes : 2522