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Caption : Mary @vogueitalia by @indianaromavoss @loisycohen
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Caption : us for @crfashionbook
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Caption : I wrote the song MOTHER for my daughter Amethyst as she grew in my womb. For me as a woman transitioning to mother and all that I’ve experienced with my body, my relationship with my body my priorities my sense of self beyond my body is truly a symbolism of my own rebirth. MOTHER. CREATOR. LIFE. I have reclaimed my power through this rebirth. This piece is a visual representation of that. Directed by Me, Shot and Edited by @yopoosh , Song produced by @f_virtue Styled by @chromat Watch on @vimeo Listen on @soundcloud
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Caption : opening for @chromat #nyfw
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : 4 years sober soon. Whenever I reflect on my sobriety i always think of Mac. I still can’t believe addiction took him from us. I wish it hadn’t. I wish he were still here, his overdose keeps sobriety into perspective when I’m really struggling with relapse triggers. Life is precious and worth being healthy and present for. That fact doesn’t always compensate the reality of Life not being easy to exist in and understand. I do think it’s natural to desire escapism when the intensity of life feels unbearable. But poisoning ourselves for the sake of not feeling isn’t the answer.. who knows what the future holds for me as far as my relationship with alcohol goes.. i do miss drinking I don’t miss the blacks outs or the chaos or shame that always came with it. I really do romanticize the idea of me working up the tolerance and self control to drink responsibly Im also completely aware those thoughts are delusional I’ll never be a responsible drinker I wasn’t meant to be . I’m an addict in active sobriety and I hope I’m able to keep choosing this. I hope!
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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
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Caption : @thefloridaproject is back on Netflix ❤️ reflecting on that time fills my heart with so much gratitude @bakermovies seriously took a risk casting me for the role of Ashley on that scale of film especially having never acted before (wild!) it’s what makes him genius and unique and stand apart from other directors who believe that only attaching big name celebrities will get a film financed or recognized, he never compromised his vision! true artistry! Forever inspired forever grateful .Thank you for seeing and believing in me Sean ❤️ #thefloridaproject
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Caption : feminine cunt for @showstudio @nicopanda
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Caption : when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
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Caption : when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
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Caption : when I was most tired and felt most defeated as a single mother I longed for community i could be brutally honest with about my experiences as a single mother. That space didn’t exist so I decided to create it. In my journey of creating @letstalkmother I was connected with warrior women! Women who wear many hats play many roles hands extremely full ! we are the back bone and the foundation of our tribes, we do it all we do it all we do it all mostly on our own. I created @letstalkmother for single mothers to have a moment to exhale. Im sharing it with the world To shine light on the emotional and mental health crisis within the single mother community. We need more resources ! It’s time to step up and do more for single mothers. It’s time our voices are heard. It’s time to refocus the attention and CONVERSATION on wellness unity help support of each other and ourselves And not feel ashamed for it. #LETSTALKMOTHER NYC 2018
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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
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Caption : What a traumatizing month October 2023 has been so immensely painful so disturbing and horrific the events that unfolded this month has changed me forever our descendants will learn about the horrors of what we witnessed in school these moments will be in text books depending on American historical repetition they’ll try to erase what happened same way they did with my Taino ancestors genocide or they’ll rewrite it to make it seem the oppressor was oppressed and the terrorist the hero like Christopher Columbus! WE won’t let that happen! as this month ends I think of every child who’s life was lost whos world was shattered whos family was broken whos body was harmed I think about how no child deserves to be at the receiving end of such evil children deserve safety and love! I think about how this world filled with hateful adults can bring the global collective to such lows put our people through such suffering and fail our babies this way I think of those on soil fighting for lives of all victims of oppression and genocide and how nothing significant can come from it who the fuck cares if McDonald stocks go down if babies are still dying? Im devastated I am heart broken I’ve cried so much this month I’ve had nightmares like never before I’ve hugged my babies tighter I’ve realized my privilege and the power in using proactively I’ve been deeper in the state of gratitude while also in the same depth of grief I’ve seen peoples true colors this month I see how selfish the world actually is and not just appears to be. I learned that all I want to do is show up authentically in LOVE! And be the best sister to all of you I can be. May the lessons of this month teach you the truth of the world and may you move with love and compassion may you activate your courage to SPEAK UP! Free Palestine Free Sudan Free Congo.
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Major Lazer days. Where it all started for me. I was 20 years old when I performed my first major lazer show. I spent my early 20s touring all over the world with ML, my forever family. Appreciation post to them because I wouldn’t be where and who I am today without all of their influence on my life. Love you guys
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Caption : Thank You @latimes
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Caption : Thank You @latimes
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Caption : Go watch GANG directed by @claytonvomero
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Caption : @letstalkmother London 2018 Go watch “To The Surface” on @vimeo
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